Forgive the last transmission. Haven't really felt like making noises resembling music lately. Too busy playing the Minecrafts. The air is getting colder. Yesterday cat's outside water bowl froze. My feet haven't felt warm in two weeks. Boo boo, Judy! 

No one read my last post which was from the soul, so I guess I'll post some random ass bullshit 'cause I'm drunk. I am an uneducated gammar nazi. Did you know that? Fuck it. I don't care. Cats are the best species on this retched planet. Hail Satan.
 

When I worked as a jail nurse, anyone who mentioned thoughts of hurting themselves were stripped down and given a see-thru paper gown to wear. Then they were locked inside a tiny concrete cell with bulletproof glass windows so that anyone walking by could see them. These suicide watches took place in the booking area where every inmate is taken after their arrest. I’m not sure if the people on suicide watch were supposed to be a deterrent or not, but I’m pretty sure that the smarter inmates quickly understood that “crying for help” would only make things worse. It’s funny because I never really thought about just how inhuman it was to lock an emotionally unstable person up half naked and humiliated. It’s funny how sometimes we block things out or justify them so we can make money. Two people died while I was working at the jail. One of those deaths could have been prevented if the doctor had given a fuck. When we called to report the inmates symptoms, the doctor’s words were, “So what do you want me to do about it!?” In the end, we were ordered to give a dying man 2 ibuprofins. He was a corpse the next night. He died slowly poisoned by his own shit. I was fired a couple of months later for reasons that are still unclear to me and as far as I know that doctor still works there to this day. I can only assume I was fired because I told the jail’s lawyer the truth about what happened, but I can’t prove it. That’s why I haven’t taken any legal action.  

It’s amazing to me just how cruel the human race can be without so much as a flicker of doubt. I could almost respect it if people were honest with themselves about it instead of justifying their cruelty. “Oh, but he’s just a criminal,” they say, as if they have never broken the law, as if they aren’t just one fuck up away from being an inmate themselves. Humans are not good hearted by nature. They are sadistic, selfish, and greedy. I hate it. I hate it even more because I’m one of them.

Good night.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bunny_Man

The Bunny Man is an urban legend that probably originated from two incidents in Fairfax County, Virginia, in 1970, but has been spread throughout the Washington D.C. area. There are many variations to the legend, but most involve a man wearing a rabbit costume ("bunny suit") who attacks people with an axe.

My opinions on politics are irrelevant but I’m going to talk about them anyway. I cannot stand people who follow the ridged, hypocritical ideology of the conservative. Well, I can stand them, I guess, but I do not agree with many of their beliefs. I think that deep down most of them don’t even agree them with their selves but want to be perceived as a hard-ass-hang’em-high-for-justice type of person. I think those who aren’t conservative hypocrites and actually believe that other races, women, people on welfare, etc. are actually inferior are the worst kind of people.

    Now don’t get me wrong. I agree with some of their ideas. I support the 2nd amendment, dislike political correctness, and value personal liberties more than anything. I just hate the idea that everything has to be strict and unforgiving. With the amount of racism that goes with it these days, I find it deliciously ironic that republicans freed the slaves. It’s almost as ironic that most of them claim to follow the teachings of Christ, not that I’m a Christian.
    The bullshit liberals aren’t much better. The conservatives think that only a select few deserve freedom, while the liberals seem to want to give up their freedom altogether. God forbid someone gets their feelings hurt or says a prayer in school. How they can claim to be against prohibition (like I am) but still want to ban guns is as hypocritical as anything a conservative has ever said or done. Again, I agree with a good many liberal and conservative ideas, but taken as a whole both political schools of thought suck a big, fat horse dick. I find it appalling that these two ideologies are our only real choices when we vote, assuming we have a choice at all. Sometimes I find myself wondering if there’s much of a point in voting.

    I guess if I had to chose a political affiliation, I’d invent my own. I’d call it libertarian-anarchism. I think we should be allowed to do whatever we want as long as it does no harm to anther person. Why is it that I seem to be alone in thinking this? Maybe it’s just human nature to need to be controlled. After all, I’m guilty of allowing others to control me. Maybe there’s no such thing as freedom. We are all slaves to something, I suppose.     

Some people are starting to listen to my stuff a little and that just makes me want to squeal with delight. I don't mean to sound stupid, but I've always liked Newgrounds' atmosphere. The people here are just as fucked up as me and that's awesome. There are some really talented people here and have been for quite some time. This place was awesome when I was 13 and it's awesome now that I'm almost 30.
 

I posted a song here from my old acount. It's a song I made a few years ago.  I was bored and I've always liked dark humor. It's all in bad taste. Enjoy.

I've been busier than a cat covering up shit to bring you the finest noise that this simple lifeform can conjure up. Though I may not utilize the cutting edge software, I use the best of the worst you bring you this...enjoy.

Does anyone actually even read this crap? It is rainy and depressing here. Sometimes when I am alone I scream so loudlyI lose my voice. Is that normal? More noise is coming...soon.

< rant >

The other day I was talking to some people about the homeless when someone spoke up and said something along the lines of, “I don’t feel sorry for them in the slightest because they brought it all on themselves.” The statement really gave me pause. I believe that statement pretty much sums up everything that is wrong with humanity. A lot of people have this belief too. It is as though some are completely unaware that they themselves are just one or two fuck ups away from losing everything they hold dear. We are all standing on the edge of an abyss, people. A dishonest cop could be having a bad day and decide to falsely accuse you of a crime. Your house could burn down due to faulty wiring. You could fall down and break your leg and become addicted to prescription pain killers (just like all those dirty dope heads everyone is always complaining about). I’m not a fan of The Bible, but doesn’t it say somewhere in there that but for the grace of God, there go I? Where the fuck is your empathy, christians? And never mind that the vast majority of the homeless are war veterans who at one time probably believed they were fighting for your freedom. YOU: the very one who feels absolutely no pity for them. A lot of people probably think I’m a twisted, crazy, hellbound asshole, but if that’s true then what does that make the lot of you? I don’t think I want to live on this planet anymore. Everyone is so cold hearted…like a reptile in human skin.

< /rant >